Suitcase
The fine tremor of your hand
discloses
Smashed passion
Faulty goods
in postures of housing reality
Then he screwed up his face
in attitudes of disgust
Nobody was hurt, the police charged, etc.
Voices announce the sex of the child to the mother.
Voices enunciate a stream of light and air --
Flooding the bandaged web
with requests
for silence
the empty chamber
or like an X-ray
What's really inside you all the time
And I wonder wonder who/
Who wrote the Book of Love?
This silver threshold
goes like a nitrogen dream
dangled before departure
to the grey station in fact
Grin of despair in the upturned bowl of sky.
They embarked
they disembarked
It's going to be all right
he thought, and meant it.
LIKE WAKING IN A STRANGE ROOM
like nothing so much
as actual behaviour
It isn't calculated, he insists; nobody believes him.
What becomes of the broken hearted
crowding round the iron pot?
What becomes of
the broken suitcase
What becomes of good intentions
lost in the plumbing of heaven?
So just when all was ready
there would virtually be burns on his mouth
king-sized arena of the map-talk
bleeding vague scarlet over messed-up sheets
don't adjust your radio
it tastes so good
open & full
harder & clearer now
chases you down wells
red hair inside
and no fucking philosophy
"there is life and I want to
be dead centre to it
deep in the heart of"
the food chain pulses
in wet coils;
the love in the wires runs wild
Unhinged
but interlocked, rapidly flooded with bizarre experience
the blue marks on the arm that was under her answer:
electric output
in your atmospheric air condition
We are having interference
you are being probed.
Continuous appeals
in a distorted climate:
where were you when the tape stopped?
Something is wrong; the face is not familiar.
Something boils dry, but takes a long time to burn.
It sticks and sticks forever
this throat bone
of love; slips away
round the corner for a quick definite tongued machinery
And here's the latest news tonight
in atmospheric black and white:
Once more we have been spared! - courtesy
of the immune system; once more the suitcase
has been filled.
so stand well back to remove the dressing
Please, no photographs
All the players are in time trouble
and leaking gently as they fall
into each new condition:
love: trance: debt: silence:
a glowing garble in our microtonal dark
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