The Creed of Immortality


Being an Immortal means that such a being has awoken to the inherant Immortality of their own Soul and as such is and has become preter-human, a prater-human does not see life or the world in any way as normal people see it, for them life is indeed a savage garden in which all the delights and agonies of immortality are compounded together to forge an un-utterable and most definetly magicjkal perspective.
To be as the undead or what is commonly known as a "vampire" is to be one who has been awakened by some special event or meeting, to the profound depths of their own souls, vampirism is not an effite little club of superficial fools who like to dress-up and imagine themselves as manipulators of others yet who upon encountering any real magickal power or force in nature will quite rightly run for the hills, a vampire is one who can walk the reaslms of the netherworld and hold their own agfainst even the most terrible of their own demons, for to be as the undead means that first and formost,m one has conquered ones own weaknesses, we all know to well what happens to the neophyte who cannot deal with or cope with the Dark guift, they plunge quickly headlong into oloverindulgence of their new-dfound powers and alow it to destroy them and or reduce them to mere shells of their former selves, they do this by thinking that because they are immortal that they are no longer bound by mortal law and so give in to every dark desire within them, drugs,murder,depravity, but such fools do not nor will ever understand the nature of immortality and the profound reverance for all things which the true dark guift enstills wityhin the breasts of those who have stepped beyond the confines of mortal existance.the sucsessful Immortal follows the most rigourous diciplines that a being can and it is only by this supreme self-control that hhe is able to enjoy all the delights of the savage garden, it is only because of the recognition of the ultimate value in the will to live that he finds salvation in the arms of his own immortality, for every serious mistake a vampire makes will be with him for an eternity, therefore he has the most absolute respect for life and his own human body, he sees the beauty in ALL life and therefore uses his genius to resist thiose imortal urges within which-would he give in to them as those who only think they understand what it means to be undead do, corrupting themselves in the prosess, no a true vampire will never kill, but only feed and share, every victim he chooses he loves specially and of course only to those he loves absolutlyy will he give the dark guift to.
It is an absolute requisit of those who share the dark guift that they always remain ever vigilant against that which would destroy them, and this is not a paranoid fantasy about external forces, no, the real thret comes from within themselves and it is a part of the nature of the dark guift to test and seduce, for what does not kill us only makes us stronger. It is also said that a true immortal is not one who has ever saught the dark guift, for those who seek the dark guift are usually those who will be destroyed by it the quickest, the dark guift comes, in the night, unexpected, undesired, for it is a terrible thing have no doubt, for we who are imortal understand the terible responsibility which the dark guift entails and confers upon its Initiates. Only one in every thousand who receive the dark guift ever manage to harness its power, and it is also a myth that the d.g. can be got of found that easily, it canot albeit true that there are many charlatans who seek to exploit the naivity of weak minds to dull to forge their own course thru life.

What does it mean to be a vampire ?

We musty look deeply into this subject if we are to find any real valid substance to the world of Mythical beings.
The vampire appeals directly to our own innermost souls, why ? Because the vamipire most exellently embodies the condition of the human soul itself,

How so ?

Lets look at the condition of the human soul, firstly, by dint of our own existance itself we are fundamentally hit with certain deep seated facts which are seldom spoken of. One of the mmost powerful reaklities of the human soul is its ultimate solitary nature,

1-we know that we are Immortal and yet wer also know that we depend upon the power which drives all life and that we are also conditioned and subject to the best abnd the worste that life can offer,

2- we know that every choice we make will influence everything else around us and ultimatly also contributes to what it is that we will become, thus the wisest Vampires know and understand the value of the strongest diciplines for we know well that what we do not fight for in life will be taken away by the relentless savage destruction which time and eternity can wreak upon the soul wgho does not learn to listen to their own hearts, just as a vampire can degenerate into little more than a ghoul when they give
in to their own hunger too much or alow themselves to be swept away by the glory of the moment,the kill, and forgets that the Royal Road of the Immortals is one of the strongest diciplines and restraints, A vampire, like our souls, supremly understands that all life is sacred, ALL life is precious and ALL life is worshippable.
3- we know that as Immortals we are only ever potentially Immortal until such times as we have genuinly learned to master and ride the powerful forces which work through us, for we also understand that death is our constant companion ansd reatest allie because it shows us whqat the consiquesnces of the choices we make in life will be and advises us -it remains however upto the human soul wether it chooses to live becoming an Immortal being of dark beauty,High Intelligence,wit,laughter and supreme power or another sad ghost , a one dimetional shadow, a shell, for that is always the "other" option for us as Immortals, that we may be overpowered by the DARK GUIFT and alow ourselves to be sucked down in the passion of our own desires. To really appreciate the dark guift an aspiring Immortal must trully come to understand the meaning of the word, "Transcendental", for it is a know fact that the greatest Immortals were those who were "transcendentalists",

So againm why is the vamp so attractive ?

Because alot of philosophies are corrupted by medievil morality and fear, they seek to shut out and alientate the "negative", the "dark", "evil" and in so doing they fail to come anywhere near to the real TOTALITY that they claim to embrace, they also deceive in the worste possible way for in alientating these facets of our Souls, they alientate aspects of our true Immortal selves. The attraction of what I call the "contemporary archyetypes" sucha s the Vampire is because it represents a being fully in receipt of the reality of the universe as a p[owerful,magickla and NOT always "nice2 univertse, and the vampires condition as an Immortal with an immortal hunger for frsh life giving blood is almost the penultimate synbol for that very lust for life which beats in the hearts of every man and woman, so to as "every man and every woman is a star" we could equally say that "every man and woman is a vampire" or "every man and every woman is sacred,holy. Lets get completly away from the idea that the reralm of the soul and spirit are "nice" places to be, look at the Prophets, ?!!! they were almost driven mad by their love for Mankind ,humanity and God, those who walk the path of the Immortals can undergoesthe most terrible ordeals, So to as Vampires and Immortals we must be ever vigilant against the banality and mediocraty of the illusion our so-called modern "civilisations" call "reality".

Being an Immortal is a trully terrible condition for one is supremly ALONE, alientated, for example many of us, me included, remain desparingly alientated,reviled and isolated despite the fact that I have played concerts in front of 10,000 people, produced 12 LPs, videos, written books, one would think all of this meant that i would be a popular sucsessful social person, wrong, the dark guift makes me very highly strung, nervous and of course it makes others uncomfortable in my company...and in 20 years of watching and waiting desperatly for those whom I could call "companions", mabe even a few worthy of the dark guift itself, I have come across nothing but bitterness and disapointments, when turning to those whom I used to look upto as "fellow outsiders" to have those i admire most turn on me and reject me as "unfit" , all these things weigh heavy upon my soul. Practicing the Magick of the Dark guift helps to keep the vamipre soul healthy in an esoteric sense but nontheless the way of the vampire can be a very very lonley one, as so with the path of the esoteric student,quabbalist,aspirant to wisdom, all are aspirants to Immortality, All are potentially Immortal, However, there IS a very big difference between how those "aspiring" towards the road of Immortality "see" the dark guift and what the dark guift actually IS.
The facts are that I am one of only a handful of Immortals who know the real secrets of the dark guift, I know how to plung a person into another dimention for good, they will never be the same again, their whole lives from that point on is changed FOREVER.

After all isent that what everyone is really looking for ? the experience that will change EVERYTHING ? However, to those who think it all good fun, consider this, 99% of those who begin to get a glimpse of the dark guift turn on their heels and run for it.