He was convalescing — infirm and abed — but by the sortilege of dreams he was paddling in a rude canoe on the Xingu River, paddling furiously as if to escape from something terrible behind him. Something was behind him, something menacing that cast his long shadow on the dark water and filled him with great fear, and he was too afraid to look behind him. Confronting the source of his fear was out of the question, at least for now. So he studied the river ahead with desperate scrutiny. Its waters were liquid obsidian, nearly black with tannin from the swamps — the color of the Xingu black beer he’d quaffed in Belem on the coast. Stobs and cypress knees just below the surface created eddies that, for all their diminutive size, were as ominous as Charybdis — or perhaps they were caused by schools of marauding piranhas, or the cruising bulk of a crocodile, or an arawana. On either side were high, green walls of sound: the stridulations of insects and the now near, now distant cacophony of howler monkeys, cock-of-the-rocks, blue and yellow macaws, unnameables in the forest canopy nearly masking the crepitations of sunspot activity. He was suddenly aware of how blemished the sun was, with its dark sarcomas that moved about like floating islands in a lake of fire, of which the river itself had become a fiery prominence. It was a scene right out of the Carboniferous era. His peripheral vision brought fleeting glimpses of eryops and edaphosaurs moving slowly along the banks of the river, but they vanished under his scrutiny. The moon was just behind and slightly above his left shoulder, and against the backdrop of its lurid eruptions dark shapes were winging their way to earth. The jungle was burning behind him! In extremis, he dove suddenly into the unknown waters and swam as deep as he could. He could breath — and he was swimming with such joy and such rapture that it was very much like flying ... toward a beautiful blue world where a dark river flowed. A small boat floated on the water, and all around it the river boiled red with frenzied, feeding piranhas. But he was quickly distracted by the gorgeous effulgence of another, unblemished Sun, and so flew up to meet it. And at that moment a Waikà baby was born in the jungle, with eyes as black as the Xingu and a heart that would burn with passion for its vanishing home. She opened her eyes that were also the eyes of the jungle, and smiled.
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